Working as planned...

Seen those pictures on my display pics?

they are there for a purpose...

and 3 days ago she finally saw it...

it came as a surprise and a very bad one to her when she asked jokingly
'your new girl?' and the answer which goes with it was a yes...
i know that feeling becoz whenever i read her blog about her mentioning another guy,
i would feel kinda hurt too...although we broke up long ago, you can't say we totally forget about each other...

the feeling should be the same when she mentioned 'black subaru'...
same scenario...
for the next couple of blogs entry, she was writing how sad she was
and though i did it, i felt bad but i still carry on...
today...i can certify that shes totally hopeless...

i wan to be nice...and tried to...
i said to her...an advice to u...try to smile more...people like happy girls...
and there are times u can't be strong always...else the guy would not have anything to do...give in sometimes...and stay happy...
these has what i've been saying for the whole period when we are together...

but when i returned from school, a new post came up...its back to her usual 'you dun like u F*** off' attitude'...i've made myself this strong becoz of blah blah' and all the bullshits...good words doesn't seems to digest in her...i've given up hope to be nice to her...

you must be wondering why i go do all these unnecessary 'nice things' again right?

becoz today i dreamnt of her...of her playing with me, the cheerful girl who would listen, who would care, who is nice, the girl who is her past...so i woke up, thinking maybe i should tell her to move along...get back to her normal self and move along...

this is the last straw for me le...